don't wanna talk anymore; i'm obsessed with silence.
aries: Gryffindor
taurus: they can either be Hufflepuff or Slytherin watch tf out
gemini: Ravenclaw or maybe Slytherin
cancer: major Hufflepuff
Leo: Gryffindor
Virgo: Ravenclaw
Libra: Ravenclaw, maybe Gryffindor
Scorpio: Slytherin, you already know
Sagittarius: Gryffindor
Capricorn: Ravenclaw
Aquarius: Ravenclaw or Slytherin
Pisces: Hufflepuff but deep down they’re Slytherin
#Slytherin
i hate everything right now. jordan is talking about europe and going, and i want to go so badly, but my dad said no. i don’t think he realizes going to europe would make me so happy. like i want to go to another country so bad. i want to see the world for all that it is. i want to see all the beautiful things god has given this planet and given humans the strength and mental capacity to do. i want to appreciate everything god has brought into our lives.
i’m so pissed at valkyrie because i’m failing his class. he doesn’t fucking teach, and he pisses me off so goddamned much. i haven’t gotten anything less than a 75 in his class, which is a C. i would understand me having a c but a 69????? no, that’s not possible. i got a fucking one hundred on a test. THERE IS NO WAY I’M FAILING. he’s an asshole who’s racist, and I HATE HIM.
i’m going to fail at life if i keep heading in this direction. maybe i haven’t changed for the better. dad says i’ve changed for the worse, so it could be true. i can’t take failure well. i hate failure. i’d rather be a disappointment than a failure.
people think i’m conceited… i’m not. sure. i may have a high self esteem and like myself a lot, but i care about others too. i’d probably do anything for almost anyone if it was life or death. i’m not selfless, i know. i know i’m selfish, and i’m not afraid to admit that. i’m so possessive because i’m scared something/someone better will come along and i’ll be alone. is that a bad thing? i hope not.
i think i’m falling back into my depression. i don’t want a relapse. i don’t think of harming myself or killing myself, but i am being very hard on myself… more than usual. i hate looking in the mirror because i can see the bones on my chest. i don’t care about the ribs. the ribs are okay to me, but the chest bothers me. i want a butt too. or a new nose. those are the only two things i would change about me to be honest. my butt is flat in jeans. it’s really small naked though. i hate myself sometimes.
i don’t really know.
i just wanted to be loved.
little king.
